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smlm ak blk kg jp...ayh ak da xbrape sihat..mkn pn da kurg..bt,still bley jln skit2 gne tgkat kaki 4 die tue..tue pn jz utk ke toilet..mkn sume da dlm blik..ak prasan muke mak cm sdey je..ye la..sdey ngn sakit ayh..xthu la ape sakit ayh..da pnh msuk wad sume dlu,tp doc ckp org yg da berumur mmg akn alami sakit lutut..n ayh ak kire truk la kot sbb kne gne tong kat ble jln..n satu lg kaki die dr tapak smpi ke peha kena pnas dlm..ayh sllu kate cm rs pijar cm kne cili..tp ble kter rs kaki die cm bese je..xpnas pon..ms tue la die akn mntk urut2 kaki die..

b4 balik kL smule smlm...ak salam ayh..cium pp die..then die pgg tgn aku suh ak jge dri elok2..aku jz iye kn n angguk kpale..ak xnk lame tgk mke ayh..ak takot ak nangis..ble ak da stat nangis mmg pnjg la,lg2 klu ia psl ayh..ble turn abg ak salam..ayh pesan kt abg,kate die nie lbey kurg arr cm wasiat..smbil menangis die ckp..jgn tggal solat,klu ayh o mak da xde nnt adik bradik jgn pecah belah,klu ayh xde nnt langsaikan sume hutang die dlu..ak yg duk sblh mak ms tue da jurai2 da air mate..then ank sdare ak,khadeeja msuk blik..nk salam gk ngn ayh aku..so sume stop nangis..

tp ak otw blk dlm kreta xdpt nk tahan..hmmmmmmmmmm...sdey sgt2..ht ak still rs xsdap smpai skg..ak nk bhgiakn ayh..ak nk blas budi pd ayh..ya allah..pnjg kn la umur ayh..kurniakn la die kshtan..bnyk lg bnde yg ak blum bg pd die utk blas jasa die bsarkn ak dr kcik smpai skg..tolong lah ya allah....aminnn..